random thoughts

Sometimes, I put off praying because I feel like I need a HUGE CHUNK of time to just sit down and pray, but I can't seem to find one, so I just put it off until I can...and then that results in me not really praying at all because I keep not being able to find one — this phenomenon is the same with studying. Le sighs.

I LOVE it when God creates these divine appointments between people, especially between sisters. It's like we were both waiting for one another, except we didn't even know that we were until we actually were able to talk together! It's in those moments that I have the instantaneous fleeting (yet permanently true) thought: wow, God really IS sovereign in ALL areas of our lives, from the big macro things like personal future plans and the fate of this world to the micro things like this crazy conversation at this exact moment in time.

I actually don't miss Gchat all too much — I really love these emails I've been able to receive and send, it's like old-school letter writing, except I don't have to wait as long or make my hand as tired! I love love love love love getting emails!!

I can't decide if I would rather have more frequent but more frivolous conversations or less frequent (much less frequent) but more meaningful conversations with you...it gets me stuck.

My subconscious is insane. It really is. Otherwise I wouldn't have all these crazy dreams all the time. Seriously. saimdp, sanks.

I only have 2.5 weeks left in my internship...it's CRAZY how much time flies. Absolutely bonkers. I have learned a lot about myself!

Lyrics stuck in my head at the moment (not all at once...just fading in and out of each other):

"Oh death! Where is your sting? Oh hell! Where is your victory? Oh Church! Come stand in the light! The glory of God has defeated the night!"

"It's not that our love died, just never really bloomed."

"I've got the moo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oo-oves like Jagger." (I tried, but I could not resist this catchy tune...no matter how raunchy the song actually is LOL)

You can see the variety in songs that I've been listening to all day at work haha

Why has my writing gotten so poor? I am not really feeling this story I'm working on...

I need to think of better things to blog about ._.