My birthday this year was definitely an up-and-down affair, and now in the last hour as it winds down, I find myself feeling both a bit sad and a bit hopeful about the future.
So much happened within my year of being 19 - it's so weird, because 19 is such a random year, and you would think that it would pass by uneventfully, but actually...no. Within this past year, I have experienced a whole array of new emotions and situations, grown exponentially in my faith, and gotten a good look at exactly who I am in my basest element.
And it's funny that my first day as a 20-year-old has been just as eventful and eye-opening about who I am and where I stand. It showed that despite growing so so so much, I still have a looooong way to go, and at the same time, as clueless and alone as I might feel sometimes, I have a crazy crazy amazing support system of friends and family who will help me to reach this growth goal.
So...here's to another decade. I can't believe that one decade ago, I was 10 and obsessed with Limited Too and SES and being bossy (the last one is still applicable, I guess, haha). I wonder where I will be in another ten years, when I'm 30, and I will be looking back at right now and shaking my head at my naivete and redonkulousness. But life was meant to be taken one step at a time, so I won't get too ahead of myself now.
One day at a time!
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eww 30...haha
19 really is a weird number...before i turned 19 i was like "this year is going to be such an awk year.." but i guess i don't see too much of a difference...not sure what thats supposed to mean..anyway enough about me. enjoy your 20s roo
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